True Sufism should not allow of misogyny or patriarchy. In this world we are born equally human though in different  bodies and circumstances and now in the 21st Century we must strive to become equal again. This means shedding a lot of cultural and familial and social muck that we and sufism have acquired. Freedom is too great a word for nothing left to lose! We must have something to aspire towards with our new found freedom. Wildness is at the root of our sexuality and civilisation at the head of our social manners but our hearts are tender and need warming in the hearth of our collabarative efforts. How can love survive this winter of our discontent?

We are all either on the inside or the outside of life it seems. But people are looking more and more inwards as there is no contact to be made on the out only food to be bought and friends to be made and work to be done and families to be raised, people waituing to die apart from that we are all strangers living in a strange world

If women continue to treat men as disposible articles like some of the most significant women in my life then there is little hope for the survival of anything worthwhile that one might call humanity x

I remember coming back from milan where we stayed at the hotel Manian. We nearly crashed as we neared Simplon tunnel

The Mental House

The Mental House

All I can say is that the pain which I a going thru must be part of some cleansing process! Allah uses those around us to clean us up. Like as he said a bowl of dirty potatoes being swirled around to knock the dirt of each other. In this case Bilquis is frocing me back to Allah like Sulaiman to prove that His God is One God. Surah 27 'The Ant' Verse 41: He said: Disguise her throne for her that we may see whether she will go aright or be of those not rightly guided... I was brought up in ahouse dominated by women in particular the moods andvagaries of my batty mother so this gives me a chance to break free quit moaning and join the world of men if there are still any out there. The women on Zoosk might leave me wondering why they cannit find any?

To be independent of one's parenting, standing alone amongst the floods of humanity. Such were my thoughts as I rounded the bend in full view of KY House and came upon a cup o tea at the Old Folk Museum. Jolted back into mundane reality from the transcendental transpersonal world i had inhabited on my way from not seeing my old fried the psychotherapist. Saw a couple of women who caught my fancy as I squaffed a bowl of soup and baguette by Magdelene Bridge, wearing the more hippy oriental outlook. Will have to change my dating site to explain about islam and my connection with it and how i need a woman in my life to be abler to apply its principles for cannot go giving my heart again for it to go astray. Spotted the raw types of masculinity and femininity. The young and the old. The professional and the workman and the student. Rich and varied on the quayside the different types of humanity and probabaly so for thousands of years at Cambridge's oldest crossing point. But the point is not what is everyone else but what can I become. Certainly a grounding in the competencies of everyday life is essential to navigate this workd but beyond that a certain transcendence seems to be called forthwide.