Thursday, February 24, 2011

All I can say is that the pain which I a going thru must be part of some cleansing process! Allah uses those around us to clean us up. Like as he said a bowl of dirty potatoes being swirled around to knock the dirt of each other. In this case Bilquis is frocing me back to Allah like Sulaiman to prove that His God is One God. Surah 27 'The Ant' Verse 41: He said: Disguise her throne for her that we may see whether she will go aright or be of those not rightly guided... I was brought up in ahouse dominated by women in particular the moods andvagaries of my batty mother so this gives me a chance to break free quit moaning and join the world of men if there are still any out there. The women on Zoosk might leave me wondering why they cannit find any?

1 comment:

Unknown said...

4 brothers and a father could be called a house dominated by patriarchy, if not a little misogyny from another view point. Many points of view maybe make up a whole.

I hear your pain and I think the house was dominated by alcohol & chaos and children are excellent adaptors. Having adapted to a house ruled by drama, denial and pain, the task is how do we un-adapt and escape to freedom?